Some times, you just get busy, too busy if you have kids like myself. I try and work really hard at being a father to my two kids and a good husband, in that order. I love my wife, but I've hung with her for 12 yrs. My new passion are my children, they inspire me to want to do more. Even more than I could have even dream of. They, they, they. My time is filled with cooking, cleaning, driving, pick up and drop offs. To my friend and family's, there is just 24 hrs. within a day. I only get 3-4 hrs. to myself, and I have to take them at odd hours like between 10pm-6am. Any time during these block, I can go into my office and get lost for hours on end. But during my time, when everyone is asleep and I can concentrate on doing some good art. I get into a zone and I'm off attaching my computer like fresh meat, pushing the CPU to the highest peaks extracting millions upon millions of polygon data, yeah folks thats just excitement. Plus looking for a new job is a lot of work. Been flying and talking to people, whoo, its a lot of work. So I'm not trying to cut everyone out of my life, I'm just taking time for myself. Talk to you all.